The Next Big Life Step?

Recently I’ve been thinking about all kinds of different life experiences I’ve had, both in waking and dreaming life, and am considering how to put it all together cohesively. That is to say, I’m trying to launch my own business, and am thinking of all the things I’ve learned in/about life along the way.
I do sometimes fall into the trap of comparing myself to others, because sometimes it just seems like other people have an easier time of doing things than I do. Do I just do things the hard way? Sometimes, yes, I suppose so. But I am a firm believer in doing things the right way, and sometimes there just aren’t any shortcuts.
Learning and growing is a constant struggle…and frankly I’m not much for that ‘constantly struggling’ shit. So, I’ve been piecing together all the bits of information that my brain has somehow managed to keep stored away for me over all these years and I’m changing my attitude. What I’ve remembered is that learning and growing doesn’t have to be a struggle. Failure is not an option, it’s a guarantee! Fucking embrace it.                                                                       My biggest struggle has always been not knowing what things were worth striving for, and what things I was better off quitting while I was ahead.  I’m learning to really trust my intuition, and not make unconscious moves based off of other people’s vibes.  I’m getting to be more okay with making mistakes and taking losses as all just part of the ups and downs of life in business. Slowly but surely I’ll figure out what’s really worth my time and when to say no to to things that just don’t suit me.
I’ve learned a lot of skills along the way in life, and I’ve got a lot more to learn, but I’m looking forward to putting everything I’ve learned together in one neat little project I’ll call: Girl From Glass Designs.