Sick

It’s quarter past six in the morning, and I’ve been watching the sun rise for what seems like hours. My stomach hurts in emptiness, and my lungs are sore from coughing. I still feel rattling in my chest, but I can’t keep coughing. Who gets the flu in the beginning of June? It’s so close to finals and I have so much to do, but I just feel like absolute shit. Is this a test from the universe? I feel like this is just life’s way of saying “shit happens, deal with it”. But I am not good at dealing with things…I need someone to take care of me. Lucky for me my husband is a sweetie and has kept me as comfortable as I can be these past few days. Between him and the kitty, I think I’m going to be okay.