Morning thoughts

It’s 4:00 a.m., I can’t sleep, and I’m seriously considering going for a morning run. The more I think about it, the better it sounds. Mt feet have been messed up lately, but I kinda want to run anyway. I need the fresh air. I also want a shower but am not really ‘dirty’ enough to justify wasting the water. Ugh. I just don’t want to get back to bed when I need to be waking up. How does everyone do it? How do you motivated, inspirational people out there (you know who you are) keep going? How do you know exactly what needs to be done and when and how and have the energy to do it too? I was just born slow. I can’t ‘do’ that fast, I need to take time to think everything through, and then I end up distracted and it takes me forever to get things done. I’m told I need to be flexible, to just go with the flow. But I really need a schedule. I need to get up and eat breakfast at the exact same time every morning, I need to pack myself a lunch and save money on snacks, I need to have an exercise routine, and a shopping schedule and a regular damn sleep schedule. I’m ready to stop wasting all my time on stupid stuff and ready to reconnect with my passion for creativity. I can only do the things I love when I have the things that I need to do done. Ugh, I need to sleep so I don’t have an awkward neck/ shoulder/ headache. But first, I need to get dressed and run. Who knows where I’ll go, but I’m sure it will look different at this hour.

About mindofthemasses

S.G. is a creative scientist that often ponders the state of the world in sad confusion. Befuddled by how far from harmony the human race has come, she tries to make sense of it all with intuition, reason, and above all else an open mind.
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